day 81

i think i hear people walking around outside of my apartment

its usually quiet so i DEFINITELY NOTICE ANY DIFFERENCE

LITERALLY ANY DIFFERENCE AT ALL

i have some very important ideas and information that i want to get out to the world but im not gonna tell anyone about it just yet because people are going to steal my ideas just look at nikola tesla he died all broke and he was a genius because everyone stole his shit because he went around talking about it instead of doing it and getting the rights and the patents and the copyrights because he wasnt thinking because he was a weak fucking dumbass

but its revolutionary i think. as long as it works which its going to

im sure of it but im not going to let some internet FAGGOT take it

anyway i dont give a fuck who is walking around outside, no one is going to get in unless i let them in here. like a girl or something

i feel sorry for any of the motherfuckers out there who are even considering fucking with me or taking any of my shit or telling me to do something without knowing who they are dealing with

day 70

is it fucked up that i actually think a lot of chicks look better when they kind of have eating disorders? i mean not too much but where you can see a lot of their definition in their neckbones




this chick would be perfect if she had bigger tits, its too bad girls tits kind of shrink when they stop eating i guess. sidenote: i just saw a chick in this shitty KROKUS video who looks just like her

day 68

i met someone today....really cool girl. really fit and attractive, likes to watch me work out...i dunno, its pretty sweet. we just kinda hung out for a little bit today, no pressure or anything. it was kinda awkward at first but then we kind of bonded over working out i guess.

great minds think alike

i dunno im thinking ill probably be calling her a lot as things kinda pick up and once i get another job...then i'll get the chance to really show her who i am instead of just how good of shape im in